I couldn’t lie.
You asked me, so I told the truth.
I respected you.
So I didn’t lie.
I trusted you.
So I told the truth.
I told the truth, and the truth hurt you.
I told the truth, and your hurt hurt me.
But I couldn’t lie.
I didn’t believe we could build our future with lie.
“Why shall we meet?”, you asked with regret.
“If only I met you earlier than I met that man!”, my mind cried.
I want to build my future with you. Our future.
And it crashed because of honesty.
And we both devastated.
If only you didn’t ask that question…
If only I met you earlier…
If only we have never …
Ah, I never regret meeting you,
knowing you,
loving you.
I regret my sinful past.
But what could I do to turn back time?
Please forgive.
(as G0d has forgave me and you)
And forget.
(look out for good future)
And love me again.
(you’re the best man ever)
Depok, 3 June 2012
When the excruciating pain started,
When the pieces of our broken heart scattered.